I guess I should have started blogging years ago. Maybe when blogs were first "cool" and I made my first trip to Malaysia when I was sixteen. Or maybe when I took a semester off to figure things out and ended up in Vietnam three times and Cambodia twice in a year and a half.
BUT, as with everything else I'm learning lately, God usually has a different plan for me than I actually have for myself. Three years ago I thought I would be going into my last year of nursing school this fall, working on securing a nice hospital job, and looking at paying off my loans and finally moving to where my heart is-- Vietnam. Instead, I'm sitting on my living room couch blogging away my jet lag from getting home last week from my latest trip to SE Asia. I'm looking at 5-6 more years of school since I decided to switch majors to liberal studies (California speak for elementary education). I'm jobless, and haven't had any luck securing work since I moved to San Diego over a year ago.
Funny how things turn out. A few months ago I was devastated that my educational life was turning upside-down. Now? I can see already how God is using that for good. I hate school. Hate it. Can't stand it. And now that I'm looking at half a dozen more years of schooling.. I couldn't be happier. On this last trip to Vietnam I met more amazing people than I could explain. I can see God tying loose ends together already and teaching me more in seven weeks than I thought possible.
Long story short, I'm ready. I'm ready for what lies ahead and where else I can go. I'm ready to start this journey with a new outlook and trusting God with what lies ahead. Not to be corny or anything. I guess sometimes cliches work the best. Sometimes. Okay, I'm done.
yeah it is funny how things turn out. the only thing that's certain is that it rarely happens how we want/plan it to.
ReplyDeletei love you. :)
ReplyDeleteyay blogging!! ^_^ I'm excited to read what you have to write :)
ReplyDeleteAw thanks guys :)
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